そうか。
これは厳然たる事実。
私がつまらないと感じることを
面白がる人が大多数なのだ。
私は既存のイメージをつまらないと感じ
意識は未知の世界、妄想へと逃げてばかりいた。
ところが、大多数は既存の世界から離れない。
望まぬにせよ、意識も現実に留まる。
大陸に残る彼らと、離れ小島に移住した私。
孤立環境における最適化、いわゆるガラパゴス化。
主観的な面白さ、オリジナルを目指し続けた結果
私は主流から外れてしまったわけだ。
私の意識の中にすら主流はない。
主流と合流した時点でつまらなくなるから。
残るは短く狭い川ばかり。
つまり傍流。
そのうち涸れて消え去る定めなり。
Side Stream
Really.
This is a tough fact.
There are a lot of people
who are interested in feeling that I am boring.
I felt boredom of the existing image,
to a world where consciousness was unknown,
I had only escaped to a delusion.
However, the vast majority do not leave the existing world.
Whatever they desire,
their consciousness also remains in reality.
They stay on the continent, and I moved to the small island.
Optimization in an isolated environment,
so-called Galapagosatization.
As a result of continuing to aim for a subjective interest,
the original, I am out of mainstream.
Even in my consciousness there is no main stream.
Because I feel bored at the time
when I joined the main stream.
It is only short and narrow rivers to remain.
In other words, it is a side stream.
It is a stipulation to wither away and disappear.
